Failure is very much your own fault

The thing about being in a small business is that everything is personal. In a massive company, you’re such a small cog that no-one has the same level of direct power (in a very negative sense). A CEO and his board can lay off thousands of people indirectly and can blame it on the market, … Continue reading “Failure is very much your own fault”

The thing about being in a small business is that everything is personal.

In a massive company, you’re such a small cog that no-one has the same level of direct power (in a very negative sense). A CEO and his board can lay off thousands of people indirectly and can blame it on the market, on restructuring the business, on the wrong kind of snow. There are sufficient degrees of separation to make it feel less. And before you tell me that CEOs of big corporations agonise over redundancies, I’m sure they do, while receiving a $40 million bonus. Real agony.

When you’re the manager of a small business, you’re close to the iron – letting one person go is a very personal, very intense activity – even if the person is being sacked for wrongdoing. But it’s worse with redundancies. This kind of failure is your fault. Your own personal, direct, no-excuses, fault.

I’m at the stage right now where I see a crossroads. I can continue down the safe path and things will be fine. Or I can take a step along the riskier path, potentially see greater rewards but expose myself and my employees to substantially greater risk. Over the last four years with Mac-Sys I’ve seen this kind of path unfold. Mac-Sys was a lot of work, it took a lot of soul and it meant breaking friendships and in some cases, making enemies of people. I’m told by some people that I have a great opportunity with it but that can be hard to see when you consider the attendant risks.

I honestly don’t know if I have recovered enough from the last time to take this next step – the stress of looking after 6 families was incredible and everyone involved contributed a little to it. My health suffered, my head suffered, my beard disappeared. Some of the wounds of those years haven’t healed but currently I’m feeling the need to move on, to take the next step. To push it.

11/100 My Children Will Do it Differently

I remember, about 100 years ago, in 1983 I was in school and being coached into writing a letter in French to a French person in return for a letter back in English. I remember not being utterly thrilled with the idea. About two years later a Spanish girl at a resort foisted her home … Continue reading “11/100 My Children Will Do it Differently”

I remember, about 100 years ago, in 1983 I was in school and being coached into writing a letter in French to a French person in return for a letter back in English. I remember not being utterly thrilled with the idea. About two years later a Spanish girl at a resort foisted her home address onto me as I climbed onto the bus to leave for home. She then followed me onto the coach and refused to get off unless I kissed her. I was horribly embarrassed as forty passengers on the coach sighed a collective “awwww” at the prospect of such young love. I was fourteen, she was sixteen. And it went nowhere. Making long distance friends just wasn’t convenient back in the 80s.

Due to life I made a lot of friends on the Internet over the years – some I got to know beyond their internet handles and some remain a bit of mystery. Some, I miss – like Coral and Wildeyes – and others I just keep good memories of. Making long distance friends had gotten a lot easier but because net access seemed to be restricted to diehard geeks and people in college, you might find that you lost track of people as soon as they graduated. And some people may not realise you were friends because your username now is utterly different to the username you had in college.

Later still, when I became single again, I made some more friends across the Internet. Some like Jared, Zach, Lewis, Stefano, Lynda, Ali, Suzi, James, Waleska and I’m sure there are others I could mention, have become regular friends. The girl I’m going to marry in 2008 I also originally met on the ‘net though it took a year of on-off real world friendship for us to become more than that. I love you, Arlene x.

What I’ve noticed about FaceBook, in the few months I’ve been there is that it adds very little to my online experience. It, and other sites, provide an online connecting experience for people where they can message each other, find old friends, make new friends and keep alive a tenuous connection which may become a friendship but may equally also remain as just a coincidence (oh, so we went to school together. How….quaint.) I’m not in touch with any of my classmates from school. I don’t know how it happened but I just didn’t have anything in common with them and it means that now school is a (very) distant memory, I see no reason to suddenly hook up with these people who, let’s be honest, I didn’t like much when I was 17 and I see even less in common with them now. The sentiment of “I knew you once” just doesn’t cut it.

I understand my experience to be comparatively progressive. While I’m impatient with the standard of social networks at the moment (FaceBook, Friendster, FriendsReunited, FaceParty, Bebo, MySpace, Orkut, LinkedIn and others), it’s more because I was using an analog of instant messenger and chat rooms back in 1991 with text-based MUD/MUSH games. QUB was surprisingly negative about the phenomenon but then their policies have always been short-sighted and their facilities excellent but crippled by jobsworths. Having friends online only has never been an obstacle for me. I have about 200 people on my buddy lists and though seldom more than 20 are online at any one time, I get enough feedback about them from their presence and seldom feel the need to actively communicate. Passive communication can be enough.

My kids are already waking up to a world where their playmates are not in the house next door. Whether it’s doing homework across a videoconferencing link, sharing ideas via email or instant messenger, meeting online with the Mii avatars to play online games or even just beating up Cogs in Disney’s MMORPG “Toontown” with other cartoon-themed players, they’re not going to be cognisant that in the “olden days” we had to travel to a friends house in order to play. Traveling will be one of many options – and I think it will be important to reinforce the importance of face-to-face play.

But this world of tenuous but less ephemeral connections I fully expect my kids to retain these coincidental friends for much longer on their buddy lists. Where I am wowed by the possibilities of the computer in my hand, I find non-technologists to be under-awed. Their understanding of what went before and what is possible now is not connected. They don’t necessarily realise how hard it is to build these networks and services – as much as I don’t really understand how a TV works.

I want to actively encourage their participation in these online worlds of connected presence. Where the four of them will have an online protected identity, connected securely to their friends and family.

[Chris Brogan’s 100 topics]

Tiny Supercomputers

The BBC is outdoing itself this week with coverage of technology topics: Supercomputers may one day be the size of a laptop thanks to research by IBM. Does anyone remember the marketing of the PowerMac G4 because it was possible to do 1 gigaflop which was a previous measure of supercomputers (as defined by mid-80s … Continue reading “Tiny Supercomputers”

The BBC is outdoing itself this week with coverage of technology topics:

Supercomputers may one day be the size of a laptop thanks to research by IBM.

Does anyone remember the marketing of the PowerMac G4 because it was possible to do 1 gigaflop which was a previous measure of supercomputers (as defined by mid-80s export regulations in the US).

Is it any surprise that some day in the future, today’s supercomputer power will be harnessed in a device the size of a laptop?

Stating the blindingly obvious….

iPhone versus 3G Phone web shootout

A German web site did a test between the iPhone and a recent 3G phone in web rendering. Time in seconds taken to render the following web sites Webseite iPhone(EDGE, 2.5G) Nokia E61i (UMTS, 3G) Die Zeit 76 79 EBay 30 26 Applephoneinfo 31 27 You also have to consider that the iPhone renders it … Continue reading “iPhone versus 3G Phone web shootout”

A German web site did a test between the iPhone and a recent 3G phone in web rendering.

Time in seconds taken to render the following web sites

Webseite iPhone
(EDGE, 2.5G)
Nokia E61i
(UMTS, 3G)
Die Zeit 76 79
EBay 30 26
Applephoneinfo 31 27

You also have to consider that the iPhone renders it better but that may be an entirely subjective thing.

Bill Thompson on OLPC

I’ve gotten so used to ranting about Bill Thompson’s short sighted tirades on the world that it comes as a real shock when I not only agree but believe that he is absolutely 100% spot on with his assessment of the OLPC. As a bonus he points out what a prick Jon Dvorak is. Glorious. … Continue reading “Bill Thompson on OLPC”

I’ve gotten so used to ranting about Bill Thompson’s short sighted tirades on the world that it comes as a real shock when I not only agree but believe that he is absolutely 100% spot on with his assessment of the OLPC.

As a bonus he points out what a prick Jon Dvorak is. Glorious.

According to Western Digital, you’re a dirty, no-good thief.

Yes, it’s time to stop buying anything to do with Western Digital. They think we’re scum. One of the world’s largest hard disk manufacturers has blocked its customers from sharing online their media files that are stored on networked drives. Western Digital says the decision to block sharing of music and audio files is an … Continue reading “According to Western Digital, you’re a dirty, no-good thief.”

Yes, it’s time to stop buying anything to do with Western Digital. They think we’re scum.

One of the world’s largest hard disk manufacturers has blocked its customers from sharing online their media files that are stored on networked drives.
Western Digital says the decision to block sharing of music and audio files is an anti-piracy effort.
The ban operates regardless of whether the files are copy-protected, or a user’s own home-produced content.

Nice of them to be considering our feelings on this.

Alexander Ross, a lawyer claims:

“The reason for a lack of standards across the industry is that there’s no such thing as the industry,” said Mr Ross.
“There is Steve Jobs and Microsoft and the two titans are at odds with one another. Between them they rule the market.

That’s utter bollocks, Mister Ross. There’s all sorts of standards for video, there just aren’t standards for DRM. From one point of view that’s a bad thing because we then have to have deals made across the industry but from another point of view it’s a good thing because it prevents one company from controlling the market – something no-one wants especially when one of them is a convicted monopolist.

Boycott Western Digital. You know it’s the right thing to do.

Digital Nomads

I’ve spent a lot of time in the past talking about “Going Bedouin”, an idea of working that I adore and which I have tried to do for several years, while working for a large telecoms company and also while working for my own company. I feel it helped the company pay for my productivity … Continue reading “Digital Nomads”

I’ve spent a lot of time in the past talking about “Going Bedouin”, an idea of working that I adore and which I have tried to do for several years, while working for a large telecoms company and also while working for my own company. I feel it helped the company pay for my productivity because as I embraced the flexibility to work from home, the company also received the benefits of me being available possibly 24×7 because I didn’t begrudge the call at 2 am (unlike the call at 2 am I got last night which I certainly did begrudge). It meant I was happy to help people out and most importantly I didn’t feel the need to demand extra money for the privilege.

Chris Brogan’s blog has an interesting post on how to become a digital nomad which is as much a marketing term as “Bedouin”.

  1. Smartphone

    It’s important to stay in contact if you’re going to be Bedouin. This means choosing your technology carefully. It’s no longer good enough to carry a pager and mobile phone. The expectation now is that you’ll get your email too and with the release of the iPhone comes the first mature implementation of a browser in a handheld device. It’s relegated my laptop for a lot of the day to the laptop bag.

  2. Online apps

    While I recognise that online apps do provide a lot of power and sometimes a lot more potential for collaboration, I’m still very much a fan of rich clients. I don’t want to use primitive web app user interfaces which haven’t really changed recently. For what they offer, it’s a lowest common denominator model. It works, but it ain’t pretty.

  3. Centralising

    This makes a lot of sense and I’d clarify by saying that as well as centralising some of your services it’s worth considering outsourcing those which don’t add value. Get everyone accounts on the same domain with the same reliable provider and keep these production services separate from your development servers and off your own machines. The economies of scale make it worthwhile.

  4. Online/Offline Storage

    Just do backups. Don’t mess around with your data. That’s one of the beauties of laptops and PDAs, for the most part they have insuffient storage for keeping all of your data. My laptop has a 160 GB drive in it which is a tenth of what I need for storage. My iPhone has 8 GB of storage which really isn’t enough for anything other than current email. And the odd movie. Keep regular backups and consider keeping your data in the cloud – so you can access it from anywhere.

  5. Messaging/Presence management

    If you’re not using instant messenger applications in business then you’re behind the times. I have no doubts that Skype and iChat will make it onto the iPhone which will make my phone the hub of my communications network rather than my laptop. I don’t believe for a second that Twitter and similar wanky apps are going to to be the core of the semantic web. They’re missing everything to do with context. I don’t wast to know only a short message about someone. I want to know where they are, how they are and whether they want to meet for coffee. FaceBook or Google would seem to be the contenders here for writing the meta-app which will fulfill your context needs. I just don’t really want content delivered as a side order to a main course of advertising.

  6. Plan your gear

    This means not only making sure the kit you have is the right kit, but making sure you invest in ways and means to keep that gear running. I get a full day out of my always-on, incredibly busy iPhone. That means, if I’m planning ahead, always making sure I have at least got an iPod connection cable handy for a quick juice-up if I’m running low. For laptops you have to consider most have a battery life of 2-3 hours with some stretching it out to 5. So that’s more bulk to lug about. You’ll also have to get less shy about using power points in coffee shops and airports. The staff in the places I have been have never objected to me plugging in. Scope them out and make a beeline for them if they are free. Power is a more valuable commodity to a mobile worker than WiFi. Think about that.

For me it’s a waiting game. I’m waiting to see what will be possible with the iPhone when the SDK is released as I’m filled with ideas on how to manage this, how to add to what is already out there. I’m less and less keen on FaceBook and their constant barrages of crap but they are in the best position to start providing an implementation of the “digital shadow” (as PJ called it.

Blunders…

Mahatma Gandhi dictated the seven blunders of the world to his nephew. Wealth without work Pleasure without conscience Knowledge without character Commerce without morality Science without humanity Worship without sacrifice Politics without principle and an eighth added by his nephew: Rights without responsibilities As a father, husband (to be), business owner, people manager, taxpayer and … Continue reading “Blunders…”

Mahatma Gandhi dictated the seven blunders of the world to his nephew.

  1. Wealth without work
  2. Pleasure without conscience
  3. Knowledge without character
  4. Commerce without morality
  5. Science without humanity
  6. Worship without sacrifice
  7. Politics without principle
  8. and an eighth added by his nephew:

  9. Rights without responsibilities

As a father, husband (to be), business owner, people manager, taxpayer and ex-scientist, I find that a lot of these resonate to my core. Sometimes I’m afraid of boring others with my morality (not that it’s anything special). I’d take the second part of each of the couplets and ask how you embodied them in your recent life. Have you been a model of work, conscience, character, morality, humanity, sacrifice, principle and responsibility?

If not, why not?

O2 billing now includes hidden extras

When I bought and activated my iPhone, I asked for o2 not to include insurance. I have good enough technology insurance certainly to cover my iPhone as it covers all the other technology items I own. Then I find this in my new o2 bill. Monthly extras? eh? I’d urge everyone to check their bills … Continue reading “O2 billing now includes hidden extras”

When I bought and activated my iPhone, I asked for o2 not to include insurance. I have good enough technology insurance certainly to cover my iPhone as it covers all the other technology items I own.

Then I find this in my new o2 bill.
o2 bill

Monthly extras? eh?

I’d urge everyone to check their bills for these errant additions. Some companies simply cannot be trusted.

10/100 Somebody Has to Say It

…and I’ve developed a reputation as being a bit of a git so why shouldn’t it be me? Talking to the Infurious team this morning over IM, Aidan reckoned this would simply be an example of the “Wise Fool”, better known to me as the “wisdom of innocents” – the idea that some people speak … Continue reading “10/100 Somebody Has to Say It”

…and I’ve developed a reputation as being a bit of a git so why shouldn’t it be me?

Talking to the Infurious team this morning over IM, Aidan reckoned this would simply be an example of the “Wise Fool”, better known to me as the “wisdom of innocents” – the idea that some people speak the plain truth because they do not perceive the social mores which prevent some people from being honest. I remember talking to a friend of mine a few months ago and we had some issues. We agreed to be totally honest. Turned out that wasn’t such a good idea as many people are not ready for absolute honesty.

The worst thing about home truths is given away in the name. They are home, or relative truths – which is why I have been variously called everything between “the most honest man” someone knows to “a monster, a brute, a savage”. Both can’t be right? But yes, of course, both are right.

So, today I’m going to rant about religion.

I was reading on the OSX-Nutters list about what a great theory Buddhism is, how it encourages compassion for your world and yet the Dalai Lama considers homosexuality a sin.

There is no god. Get used to it. God, and religion, should be used as intended, simple parables for simple people to help condition them for life as an adult and instilling them with simple moral values. There’s nothing supernatural about Buddha or any of the other paths. They’re all just fables.

How can anyone read Genesis and take it literally? Why do people need the idea of a supreme being? What’s his motivation? Why does he consider homosexuality a sin? Why is he opposed to gambling? What basis does he use to consider birth control sinful?

For all of my life, my mother has been a devout catholic and it goes far enough that when she’s looking for something she’s also praying to a saint. And when she finds that something it becomes proof that the saint intervened. A similar example in the not-really-real religion “wicca” would be their steps to perform a “getting a new job” ritual. My friend, who allowed herself to be deluded by wicca for a few years, explained it to me. Essentially, you do all the things a normal person would do – like applying for jobs you’re qualified to do, researching the post, turning up to the interview well turned out, being personable…and then you perform a wiccan ritual. These steps will possibly get you a job. I beg your pardon?? Seems to me that if you did all of the preliminary steps but left out the silly ritual you’d get the same result.

There is nothing wrong with being gay. I’m a heterosexual man. I have friends who are homosexual men. There’s nothing wrong with them. I don’t understand how they can like guys because I find guys to be really ugly but they like nothing better than a stubbly chin and strong arms. There must be something in it because my Better Half also likes the stubble and the arms.

As he doesn’t exist, it’s impossible for god to hate gays. And even if he did exist, why exactly does he hate them? It doesn’t make any sense.

It seems to me that religion started out as a social contract. Respect your elders, don’t steal or kill in your community, don’t lie or spread malicious gossip in the community and don’t chase someone else’s wife.

Taken as a social contract, the ten commandments make a lot of sense. It’s only when someone added the godly bits that it seems to be become a load of codswallop. Don’t worship idols other than this one? Don’t use his name in an oath? Don’t work seven days in a row. What the hell is that all about?

In my Magnum Opus, Qabal, I wrote how primitive peoples added a face and a name to the sky, the storms, the sea in an effort to provide some understanding. We now know that these things are moved and changed through the operation of physics and chemistry. We don’t need to have a guiding supernatural intelligence to explain it when these things work according to observed principles. Isn’t it time we moved on from making up fairy tales in order to help us sleep at night?

I look around today and consider that money, religion and love have to be the three greatest evils in the world.

We’re not going to be able to get rid of love. It’s intrinsic to human nature. And our society is built upon trade, so money – or barter – will always remain. But religion? Let’s start to take a stand and consign God and religion to where it belongs – the province of children’s stories; comparable to the Tooth Fairy, Santa Claus and the Bogeyman.

[Chris Brogan’s 100 topics]